You, soft and only,
You, lost and lonely,
You, just like heaven.

~ Just Like Heaven, by Katie Melua.

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Here I am sitting on my usual chair, looking into the usual laptop screen and wondering what the heck am I doing here at 2am in the morning. It is always a chill and yet it is also the best feeling.

Of course, nothing smells better than the wind of the early morning. Fresh, refreshing and breezy. That is all I need every day to feel like being in heaven.

The best part is having someone you love right next to you. Of course, he is sleeping everytime I work through the night.

Still, I am happy. Really happy. Truly happy. To be with him.

As I type the words into the screen, I remember how I met him, how I kissed him, how he held me when we were dating and how all the little things that no one would ever care about flash in my mind.

Yes, Constantine would be our very first movie and not the last.

There are many more to come until this day and we still enjoy going to the movie just like when we were dating.

Now that we are married, we do everything we can to be in love deeply with each other every day.

Not that we have many more days to come when we are getting old one day at a time.

Listening to a song that dance in my mind is relaxing. Listening to any celtic music will bring me back to my fantasy when I was a child.

Not about Harry Potter or Lord Of the Ring but some kind of magic that only I knew about.

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Weird.

Here I am talking to myself again as if I am trying to recall something or anything at all.

Love is hard to come by. Love is easy to leave us. Love is never around for a long time if we didn’t catch it when it was around. Love is always visiting but only if we realise it. Love is pure.

And here I am feeling just like heaven.

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